punk

ajaxmxmf @ 2007-06-09T22:56:00

2007-06-10T02:56:25Z

I am in love with Casey Jones!

ajaxmxmf @ 2007-05-16T17:41:00

2007-05-16T21:42:00Z

america.com sucks.

go to panicbuttons.net instead.

ajaxmxmf @ 2006-11-19T22:18:00

2006-11-20T02:18:31Z

dan wants to see how my phone is fuckin great

it has been some time

2006-08-18T22:49:29Z

so our birthday party is tomorrow
it should be alot of fun, if you can make it, you should.

i've been feeling much older lately,
but not in a depressing way.
i'm not sure what has brought about the change in my state of mind,
but it's okay i guess.

i just started a new job
very similar to many of the other jobs i've had in the past.
it's going pretty well i think.

it sucks when the only way you can talk to somebody you want to talk to is through emails, and that doesn't work.
oh well, i don't think there is anything to say, anyway.

okay, bye kids, enjoy the rest of your summer, and remember to keep your eyes and ears open for something magical.

ajaxmxmf @ 2006-05-22T13:28:00

2006-05-22T17:29:54Z

somehow i've forgotten what's important.

the apathy prevents frustration, but i am still confused.

ajaxmxmf @ 2006-05-21T12:28:00

2006-05-21T16:29:31Z

today=delightful

ajaxmxmf @ 2006-02-28T14:31:00

2006-02-28T19:35:05Z

We played our first Pittsburgh show in a long time last weekend, and it was the shit! Below is a link to some pictures Jeff took at the show.

I am said link.

An unrelated topic:

We should stop feeling ripped off when we do not recieve what we obviously do not deserve.

ajaxmxmf @ 2006-02-23T02:10:00

2006-02-23T07:10:39Z

this week i built a bed.

it's the shit.

dan and i make love.

it's the shit.

duh!

2006-01-31T22:46:38Z

happiness is not something that is inhibited or destroyed by externalities and circumstance, it must be pursued and created in spite of them. we can't continue to just let our lives happen to us.

thank you columbus punks for your inspiration.

ajaxmxmf @ 2006-01-30T13:24:00

2006-01-30T18:27:17Z

Only after facing the wall of confusion and charging it head first could i see it for what it was, a smokescreen that fell apart and drifted away. Everything will be okay, no matter what. I can't lose.

ajaxmxmf @ 2006-01-25T14:57:00

2006-01-25T19:58:40Z

captain planet, he's our hero.
he's gonna take pollution down to zero.
he's our powers magnified,
and he's fighting on the planet's side.

it's thunderstorming

2006-01-25T00:27:41Z

i just made a pretty killer dinner out of odds and ends in the kitchen. a little white rice, some tofu sauteed with onions, garlic powder, and soy sauce. crushed pineapple and sesame oil to top it off and BAM!!!! i didn't expect to have such a good dinner. i mean, it's not perfect, there are a few things that could make it better, but i don't have those, so lay off.

it seems that the forecast for the house is good. hopefully we hear back from Pete tomorrow, i am on the edge of my seat.

the days are just getting longer now.

ajaxmxmf @ 2006-01-23T04:15:00

2006-01-23T09:16:06Z

i just spent the last hour and a half reading livejournal entries from almost 5 years ago. if livejournal is good for anything, it has helped me remember a period of time i thought i had almost completely forgotten. thanks to my near-perfect hindsight, i have a much better idea of what some people were trying to tell me then. also, today alicia and i looked at houses, and we found one that was really great, with a nice big kitchen (seriously, both nice and big), a backyard, front AND back porches, a dishwashing machine, new carpets... it had it all. surely marc and dan will approve, the place is good for grown-ups like us. finally, to everyone i can't see often, i love you and have not forgotten you, and stop changing so fast.

ajaxmxmf @ 2006-01-22T02:50:00

2006-01-22T07:51:29Z

we have try to always use these powers of ours for good, not evil.

ajaxmxmf @ 2006-01-20T15:47:00

2006-01-20T21:19:48Z

"with a light of this match
i could burn this place to the ground.
then fire engines scream
down crowded streets onto the scene.

and then i'd make it rain
and numb myself to never say your name
that i've uttered in anger,
said with confusion,
laughed over nervously,
said without sympathy.

i must always remember
there's no point to surrender.

no more smiles revolving like turnstiles
no more deliberations
analytical creation.

see, i'm incapable, a pre-depressionist.
this is delivered with courage,
muddled in tension,
lashed out in honesty.
someone come and save me.

i'm dying to tell you
this kills it forever, it was already dead.

i'm dying to tell you
this kills us forever, we were already dead.

and i'm just fine.
i haven't called you but i haven't had the time.

these thoughts are stale.
i've been revolving like turnstiles."

ajaxmxmf @ 2006-01-19T17:40:00

2006-01-19T22:56:53Z

i thought the buzzing in my chest was a desperate frustration.

but now it seems maybe it's just some sort of subconscious premonition.

you know, the way animals scatter right before a storm.

or something like that.

i don't know what i'm talking about, but i'm pretty sure a change is coming.

ajaxmxmf @ 2006-01-14T13:20:00

2006-01-14T18:21:05Z

bad people can sometimes still make good friends.

...and sometimes not.

ajaxmxmf @ 2006-01-12T18:28:00

2006-01-12T23:29:07Z

today was more beautiful than in halo.

the black cat just came up behind me and started licking the back of my head.

ajaxmxmf @ 2006-01-10T19:50:00

2006-01-11T00:51:09Z

everybody looks the same.

i want something new to happen.

ajaxmxmf @ 2006-01-06T14:02:00

2006-01-06T19:07:50Z

the tofu that comes in a tub is cool 'cause you don't need a bowl or plate. you have the tub.

ajaxmxmf @ 2006-01-05T13:37:00

2006-01-05T18:37:55Z

it was almost painful to leave this time.

thank you everyone for being friends.

!!!! COME !!!!!

2005-12-17T21:46:33Z

Capture the flag

be there 530

dress warm, bring boots and flashlight

17747 north nunneley
clinton township, MI 48036

CAPTURE THE FLAG!!!

2005-11-29T05:32:13Z

okay, so right now CAPTURE THE FLAG is scheduled for SATURDAY, DECEMBER 17.

obviously this is weather permitting, so keep your fingers crossed.

it might be cool to have a warm-up one on dec. 10, to figure out rules and stuff.

let me know what you guys think.

i had a great idea

2005-11-26T21:54:13Z

in a few weeks:

OUTDOOR NIGHTTIME CAPTURE THE FLAG!!!!

we can do it in my grandma's backyard (her backyard is really big)

all you'll need is warm clothes and a flashlight

plan on being there, it'll be the shit

ajaxmxmf @ 2005-11-26T13:15:00

2005-11-26T18:18:01Z

I realized two things yesterday:

1)my life is fucking awesome

2)if you don't wash your hands after cooking with onions, everything you touch will smell like onions